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Driver's Story

George Lynam from Salisbury has worked on the railways for 44 years and for 32 as a driver. In the past 18 months he has been personally involved in three fatalities.

His story ...

The first one was horrific because it was at night. You're focused on the bright green signal and all around is pitch black. All of a sudden the headlights pick out what I thought was a tailor's dummy. It's there for milliseconds and then there's a bang and then you've got to live with it for the rest of your life. It never leaves you.

"The second was made worse because there were 500 people on the train who all had to stay there with me for four hours. You have to tell them in the broadest terms that there has been an obstruction but it soon dawns on them. He was a 57 year old man who stepped out from behind a bridge. He stepped out within yards and I was travelling at 6Omph. There was not even the remotest chance to stop. It was all over in two steps. It looked to me like he had slipped and lost his footing. It's only later when you have to go and listen to the details at the inquest when you get any kind of insight into what was going on.

"The third one was on January 13th this year and he was in his 20s. You are hurtling through the night and suddenly your life is changed forever in a split second. Through no fault of your own you become an executioner and that never leaves you. I can still picture the scenes in my mind now.

" I will never forget any of these people, I was the last person to see them as a living person and that never goes away. I think if there is a next one I will have to think very hard if I can carry on. The counselling I have received from my company's occupational health department has helped me greatly. I'm a great believer in talking things through but I couldn't go home and off-load this on the wife. It just wouldn't be fair.

"People who do this don't realise the consequences, my life and my family are deeply affected by what has happened. In the third accident an arm was missing from the body and it was one of the fitters who found it trapped under a train. Let alone the paramedics, transport police and even station assistants who have to go out and pick up the pieces of the body.

"In the days of steam you could hear trains but now they are swift and silent, there is no way we can warn people. I am a grandfather of 12 and if any of these had been children I am not sure that I could have coped. The other drivers talk to me about how they would cope but you can't be trained to deal with something like this - you just don't know how you would cope and I know some of the younger drivers would not. Even I would hate to have to leave the job early simply because a child has not been told how dangerous trespassing on the railways can be or because they are copying an adult taking a short cut.

"If my story saves just one child then it will not all be in vain."

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"To this day I don't know what possessed him to go on the track. When they came to tell us I couldn't even say goodbye properly - we had to identify him by one of his trainers and a schoolbag with his name on it. I pray no other parent has to go through what we've been through."
Mother of 12-year-old killed by a train
"Just because we wear a police uniform it doesn't mean we're not affected, I've been to loads of fatalities but once I was called out to a child being hit and found her shoe, complete with sock, nearly half a mile down the track. I just knelt there in the ballast and cried - she had the same size shoe as my daughter."
Constable, British Transport Police
"One of our 13-year-old boys was killed taking a short cut across the local railway line and the effect on the school has been devastating. It is going to take pupils and staff a long time to get over the shock and grief."
Headteacher, Leeds
"One night my train struck a shopping trolley, loaded with concrete and ballast, at 10Omph. Those who put it on the line can't have realised the possible consequences of such an act. Or perhaps they did. This type of incident is a nightmare for all train drivers."
Train driver, GNER
"I am convinced that in this world of uncertainty there is one thing that can be relied upon - commit an act of railway crime and you will cause harm, damage or even death. Railway crime cannot be measured in the financial losses incurred by the industry, nor in the minutes or hours delay caused to the passenger. Only by recognising the personal harm, physical and mental, to those involved can you begin to understand just how wrong railway crime is."
Train performance manager
"Like most on call staff I am always being called to incidents which involve anything from putting objects on the line to jamming points and fatalities. Every time you ask yourself - 'Why the railway?' You never hear of anyone placing objects on the M1 or jumping in front of an articulated lorry."
Signalling manager, Network Rail
"Railway crime is a significant threat to the rail industry. Every day I see reports of crime that affect the lives of both passengers and staff. I would dearly love to prevent these incidents, and in partnership with other railway organisations I am constantly seeking new ideas and strategies to combat the problem."
Chief Inspector, British Transport Police
"Some of the crimes we see on the railway network are tantamount to attempted murder."
Ian Johnston, Chief Constable, British Transport Police
Trespassing on or near railway lines is a criminal offence which carries a fine of up to £1,000
May 23, 2007 10:28 Last Updated